Who Am I??

Who am I ? 
I just am not able to understand. 
Feeling so many mixed emotions 
Different 
Helpless 
Ignored 
Lonely 
And most of all 
Lost. 
The road of confusion 
seemed to have no end. 
I covered myself with a blanket of fear. 
The judgmental stare of new classmates 
Did nothing else but lay upon me 
I walked in 
My legs were trembling 
Like a newborn calf 
I stood at the door 
New beginning 
Opportunity 
And a future